that sounds incredibly frustrating. I wonder if their reason for asking you is more of a gauge of your behavior and character, than a lack of being able to "see" the report. Life isn't always linear, and few people seem to be blessed enough to grow up in a "Leave it to Beaver" type of household; people make boneheaded mistakes, for some it's habitual, for some it's a one time thing,and for others it's situational. (like curfew laws)
I'm betting that was a horrible experience to go through, and it probably drums up some negative feelings. Try to remain positive, there are some truly wonderful people behind the scenes at DPS, and I doubt they will drag you out till September. Have faith.
